Why? Why do… you sabotage yourself? Why do you intentionally go out on a path to self-destruction? Fully well aware of the destination but charging head on with a coke and a smile? Is it really worth the instant gratification, the short lived period of ecstasy? Completely disregarding life’s values for your own selfish endeavors?

You know the answer, I don’t even want a response, you know yourself better than anybody because obviously, you are yourself. So break the cycle, escape the prison you created and live with the knowledge that the only person who ever stopped you was you.